Ma

i don't easily feel sleepy. but i easily get asleep.

i ajak Ma pegi mall. i need to buy some shit and stuffs. maybe new shoes. i gila kasut. Ma cop kat kepala i as "The Imelda Marcos of Imran Family". well, at least i tak gila jantan.

yellow flops. plain skirt. a shirt, loose one. which i bought in Bali last year. i ponytailed my wavy hair. not with getah sayur, of course.

i tak kerja harini. few unknown number rang my phone. i tak pick it up. i biar je. tah sapa-sapa. haritu angkat, ajak phonesex. i was like, bitch please. i don't do phonesex. I'm up to the real one. tetiba. kannn. i can recognize those numbers. hospital. pergi mampus i won't pick up. its my off day.

"Ma, lapar.."

Ma angguk. senyum. urut dagu. maybe tengah fikir where to bring me to makan-makan. we passed kedai2 and terms pergi to G floor of the mall. ban yak kedai makan. but 1 place attracts me. i'm up for  sugar rush today.

i believe i'll get diabetes soon. but i tak tahan. i tarik Ma.

"lah. kata lapar? taknak makan berat ke? nasik ke?"

"Ma nak nasik ke?"

"i don't mind. i had big breakfast earlier" Ma replied.

i senyum. pegang tangan Ma. gongong masok dalam that bakery.


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"OOOOHHHHH PATUT LA NAK MAKAN SINIIIIIIIII" Ma mildly shouted.

"Ma. shuush"

i senyum kat abang bartender tu. kachak. chinese look yang ade bulu2 muka. taste Marissa. kalau Marissa ada, habis dia borong semua pastries sini. of course, with abang ittew~

i ate some pavlova. Ma pick some lemon meringue pie. manis semacam. i don't really like it. but the latte seems to contrast the taste. not bad. kedai baru bukak. and a bit overpriced.

then i left the cafe. i paid, and the cute Ah Seng wink at me. i wink back. BOLEH. Ma tak perasann. dia dah keluar dulu. toilet, maybe.

i lalu depan gym. which i jadi member just for 2 months. senam ala-ala. lepastu i dah malas. now i got Marissa at home. and dia tak train i pun. propa propa Marissa.

i saw a beautiful gladiator sandal. kulit anak lembu katenye. i cuba. sedap. but gona be painful kalau pakai lama. tahan. NEXT GAJI.

i left the mall. i drove Ma to Auntie Anna's home kat Wangsa Maju. she nak seaman mulut sekejap. Ma macam ada society dah sans. ada je event. tupperware party, pool party, tea ceremony and such makcik-makcik thingies.


i drove home alone. i saw Marissa's car in the house yard. parking senget pompuan ni. she's a bad driver. but she's good in riding bikes.

Kiki, the fat cat underneath the car. muka kenyang. i sent Kiki untuk di-'kasi'. few weeks ago. so she won't get preggy. she's a bitch too.


only Ma wanita solehah dalam rumah. Marissa lagi la tak. i ok. sikit. blegh.


Love, MarkisaImran.