ugh. i telelap atas keyboard PC nurse counter. SN Kavitha kejut. Maha Suchi Tuhan. Uncle Singh dah jalannn. baru menyumpah malam tadi. i felt guilty. anesthetist and MO rushing in and out from the room. family members flooding the waiting area.
Sister Gemuk buat2 busy. lari-lari sana sini. macam husband dia yang mati. kann.
i saw jam pukul 6.30a.m. my hair dah tebarai. getah ikat sayur putus. ganasnya i. aumm.
death. a second one for this week. mula-mula patient tua, Lung Cancer, end stage. dengan daughter yang superfussy. bukan kaya pun. Guarantee Letter company cover. that lady is so nice. thanking me and other nuses who took care of her.
well maybe masa muda dia pun bitchy macam anak dia. sickness and bala does change people personality though. but yeah.
SN Kavitha nampak lembik. macam pisang benyek. pakai nandek pun dah senget-senget. tak centre kat dahi. "Kavi, u ok?" i tanya.
"period pain"
"ugh you gona cuti for few days. sure period pain hilang punya"
Kavitha senyum. gigi putih. i rasa Kavitha kasta pariya. kalau dalam gelap, nampak gigi Kavitha je. sometimes i seram buat night shift dengan kavitha. she's like so invinsible. sweater hitam.scrubsuit dark purple. dia baik. tapi mood swing dia celaka.
Kavitha, in action. *matilaaa kene penyapu ngan aci tu
i'm taking some blood sample. hantar pegi lab. pneumatic tubing system rosak lagi. sebelum speciment i sangkut mana2, baik i hantar by hand.
"Hai cantik. abes keje kul brapa harini?" ada abang lab baju checkerboeard merah tegur.
"eh Abang Najmi, bini sihat?" i tak pandang muka dia. rasa nak tampar. thanks for the "cantik" by the way. i know oredy. keehee
"alah cantik ni. abang mana kawin lagi. abes keje kul brapa? kita pegi lunch?"
"abang. meh dekat sikit. Kisa nak bisik something"
encik tu pon dekat la telinga. bau rokok kuat. plus bau cheap deodorant. tapi telinga bersih takda lilin kuning macam shrek. selamat.
...''abang ni ensem.. kalau tak bukak mulut...tau?"
i flip my hair. libas kepala dia.
encik tu jauhkan badan dia. sengih-sengih. buat-buat tengok sample yang i hands on kat dia.
i dont date smoker. i use to smoke. but not anymore. shisha je. fefeeling mak hayam. girls night out. i hate the smell of cigarette smoke. dear men, you'll taste better if youre not smoking. *pose lickin lollipop. keji tak?
it's almost 2p.m. an hour to go to blah myself. i need to get a real shower. if u know what i mean. i still feel so kenyang as i sempat bantai hashbrowns sama muffin and some banana. so i might going to have late lunch later.
Marissa called. she's gona be back home late. too late for dinner. she got a yoga class in this evening. she's a health trainer/personal trainer. her body is nallarekek than mine. but i think she's gona bloated up macam katak kembung after she gets married.
she asked whether we gona watch some movie this friday night. i say "yes please. but not midnight movie" cukup-cukup la i jadi kupu-kupu malam. malam minggu ajak i curr. kann
Marissa kenal a guy. younger than her. typical immature guy who plays around and nothing serious about every single thing in his life. i warned Marissa. "bitch please. you're not that horny aren't you?"
ketawa badak Marissa. hilang ayu sekejap. "No! we're just friends!"
"jangan ingat i setupid ya. ingat Ravenna punya word. such pretty face will break your heart sooner or later"
i can see Marissa roll her eyes through the phone. i just know.
....
i drove home. "laaa mama dah masak? kata nak makan satay station tonight?". i bukak tudung saji. got sup ketam, sambal ikan bilis, telur dadar. "daddy mana ma?"
"Chi, pegi shower. lepastu makan sama. daddy balik lambat. Icha ada call? lepas dapat keje kat gym baru, makin less calling2 ma" she call me Chi as kecik-kecik i pelat. "maCHIsa". and Marissa jadi MarICHA. chi-cha sisters. bleh?
"ada call. balik lambat katanya"
"dah. satay kena tunggu Icha. dia yang mengidam semacam. is she pregnant or what?"
"hish Ma. err. entah?" jatoh laundry basket i dengar Ma carot Marissa.
is she? i korek her vagina malam ni. for the truth.
love, MarkisaImran
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